Sportzgal

Bleeding on the inside

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Escape by Sportzgal, literature

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Escape

My body is numb, Sleeping in bed. Only hanging on To life by a thread. She's constantly crying, I need somewhere to go. Look out the window, And see nothing but snow. Sparkling, white flakes Cover the ground. Have to escape Without making a sound. Slipping out of the house In the middle of the night. Hopefully she doesn't wake With a terrible fright. Enjoying the beauty Of the glowing snow. Dancing under the stars Where no one would know. Free from the mourning Of my love. Flying in the bright light Way above. Looking to see That I am not alone. My name is now written On the head of a stone. Forever gone, But alw

Mistakes by Sportzgal, literature

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Mistakes

I know I have made A lot of mistakes. I regret them all, But the past can't be changed. It has made me who I Am today and I'm not ashamed of that. I'm not ashmed to say That I've been raped. I've been beaten And put down in Every way possible. I've attempted suicide And I've lost the ability To trust. I've been pregnant Three times now And I'm fifteen. But there's always That slight glimmer Of hope that Maybe Someday I will be Free.

They said by Sportzgal, literature

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They said

They said she Was beautiful. They said she Was talented. But she never Believed a word. She blocked out All of the compliments And only heard the Complaints. They said she Was too fat. They said she Would mever be anything. So the had to change. She stopped eating And ran miles a day. She had to be thin. She had to be beautiful. They said she Needed help. They said she Was crazy. She started cutting To relieve the pain Cuts were all over Her arms Her legs Her stomach Her face They said she Would never have a Meaning in life. They said no one Cared about her. She realized they Were right And attempted

Once Upon a Time by Sportzgal, literature

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Once Upon a Time

There once was a boy Who was free. He could've had anyone, But he chose to love me. He held me in his arms And said he would never leave. He kissed me on the cheek And said I was a thief. I had stolen his heart And never let go. We got married Seven years ago. I wish I could say that We lived happily ever after. But in reality Everything was a disaster. He wasn't the boy I knew before. He kicked me And pinned me to the floor. His anger got the best of him And off went the gun. Maybe one day he will Regret what he's done.

The Arms of the Devil by Sportzgal, literature

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The Arms of the Devil

I feel like I'm Falling apart. Down to the terrible Place where I used to be. Nothing but silent screams And ugly whispers. Thorns of a rose Digging into skin. Petals burning into ash. The Devil calling my Name, telling me to Follow him. Deeper into the hell Where you know you're Trapped. The Devil feeding From your fear. Dreams shatter in Front of you. Crying out for help, But drowning in the Arms of the Devil.

Faith by Sportzgal, literature

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Faith

Every day I walk Through life thinking About my mistakes. I regret many things That I have done And I wish I could Take them back. But that's not How life works. Life is this crazy Game with different Adventures for everyone. Some are very challenging And maybe some days Are hopeless But God chooses every One's adventures and He knows every one can make It through the game. They just have to have Faith.

Living Life by Sportzgal, literature

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Living Life

Living life in sorrow Fighting through the days Just to stay alive. Daddy got a gun at me, But I can't let him see me cry. Gotta stay strong and Show him I'm not scared. Gotta stay strong Even though he never cared. Living life in despair Was never really hard. Until I met this boy Who understood, He took me away And showed me how to live life I never looked back. Living life with hope. Never have to fight. Daddy is gone, Dead to the world. Dead to me. I've found happiness And that's all I need. I'm free.

I'm In This World by Sportzgal, literature

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I'm In This World

I'm in this world Spinning around. I'm in this world Falling down. I'm in this world As you can see. I'm in this world But I know I'm not free. You cuffed my hands and Feet to the bed. After struggling they Started to bleed red. I screamed and cried When you stripped me bare. I should have known you Never really cared. Now I'm dirty, filthy, A disgusting whore. You used me, left me, I was nothing more.

You Will Never Be Mine by Sportzgal, literature

Shaken by Sportzgal, literature

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Shaken

Black tears roll Down her face. Listen close, It's now a race. Don't make a noise, Or he will come. Don't make a noise. Her body is numb. Breathing loudly, Can he hear? Footsteps coming He is near. Why does he do this? Doesn't care? What's the point? It's more than She can bear. Hold your breath, He smells like beer. Move away, He smells your fear. She hears a click, The gun is loaded. Dreaming, wishing It would have exploded.

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Escape by Sportzgal, literature

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To Burn Me At Heaven's Gates by Moonlite-Dreamer, literature

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To Burn Me At Heaven's Gates

The weatherman said The sun would shine today But I never expected to feel These raindrops slide down my face Fall into my hands Drop by drop (drip drip drip) It feels the same every day It's an uneasy way of living And I hate to leave the past Because my dreams were rich And love was paid in faith My soul is bound to words I wish I would have finished My imaginary friends have even left And there are no footprints to follow My words are like a double bladed sword How I wished I could have sheathed them Where have I gone? What have I done? What's happened to my life… What's happened to my love… Everything I've

You. :D by itscomplicated14, literature

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You. :D

I want to give you everything, You could possibly ever want. I want to give you freedom, So you have the chance to feel love. I want to open up to you, Tell you everything thats wrong. But im afraid of how you will act, I don't want you to turn and run. I want to be your sunshine, On a rainy day. I want to pay you back, For everything you gave. I want you to be happy, Joyful and strong. I will always forgive you, For the things you do wrong. And I want you to know, How much you mean to me. You make me feel perfect, Something I will never be.

+Fragility+ by Moonlite-Dreamer, literature

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+Fragility+

Fragility The color of white, that is then covered in furious sketches of gray, It sounds like bones that C r A c K, hearts that b R e A k, and music that fades... The taste is like tears-but not from my eyes-tis' from the starless night sky Being fragile smells like the vulnerability upon my shredded clothes Fragility-It looks like a tear that you can never catch, and it cracks- S H A T T E R I N G Ev-ery-thing Being fragile...makes me feel so inhuman.

Naked Beauty by Moonlite-Dreamer, literature

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Naked Beauty

Who are you to say That you want to be so perfect But now by mindless self indulgence You choose to be ignorant You chose to be fooled by your own reflection And now you're wondering "Where have I gone?" Are you loved because of your flaws, Or hated because of who you have become? You don't belong in the sea of lies Oh baby, where has your innocence gone? Don't lie to me, don't say one more word I know who you truly are You are so beautiful You dying red rose… All that's left are thorns Let yourself bloom to who you truly are Don't let the darkness shadow your existence Don't become something you hate Believe me, I've

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Current Residence: My house.
Favourite genre of music: Depends on my mood
Favourite style of art: Whatever catches my attention
Shell of choice: A pretty one (:

Favourite Visual Artist

Aunia Kahn

Favourite Movies

The Notebook

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Taylor Swift, Skillet, Flyleaf, Evanescence and tons more

Favourite Writers

Ellen Hopkins

Favourite Games

Softball

Favourite Gaming Platform

Computer?

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Softball, reading, drawing, writing.

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Sportzgal

Dec 23, 2011

Weeeell.

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I always say I'm back, but I hardly ever get on here. D: Sorry. Well, I'll put up a few new things and hopefully people still follow me? What's new with me? I have a girlfriend and it will be nine months with her January 5 and she is quite amazing. She's in the hospital at the moment but she's hopefully getting out tomorrow. Keep her in your thoughts (: Uhm I'm pretty excited for Christmas because I'm getting a Nook, but I could do without all of the family drama and arguments. Guess that's just a part of the holidays. Anyone wanna talk, get at me. See ya.

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Sportzgal

Jan 21, 2011

I'm baack.

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Sort of.. I don't write that much anymore..but when I do, I'll post it. :D I can give an update though? Weelll I am very stressed because I'm that person who waits until the day before a project is due to start on it. So I'm tryin to finish this stupid scrapbook. It's poop. In English we are reading Oliver Twist and that book is poop, too. We had a snow day today and I finally caught up with Oliver Twist cause I was behind like a failure. I hope we have another snow day tomorrow so I can work on the scrapbook tomorrow and over the weekend then it's due Monday. I also have a boyfriend. It was a month January 16. <3 His name is Andrew and